Everyone has that moment of...what the hell am I doing. I remember thinking that I would never be able to feed my baby enough, my nipples would always hurt, I'm never going to get enough sleep, I'm doing this all wrong. If I could to back in time I would slap that girl, make her take a shower, tell her she was a super hero for just having major surgery after 4 long days of a failed induction, and to give herself a break. So if you're me 3.5 years ago please relax! Your milk WILL come, you will feel normal again, and YES you can breastfeed your baby. Forge on momma!