If you haven't heard of La Leche League check out their website. Go to your local chapter meetings and surround yourself with some support. I can't tell you how relieved I felt after leaving my first meeting. There were all kinds of mothers there too! Attachment parenting moms, homeschooling moms, first time moms, moms that used cloth diapers, young and old. So diverse, one could really learn a lot just by observing. You don't have to pay for a membership to attend the meetings, your not obligated to anything. Just a bunch of mommas supporting one another, it's great.